God in his infinite wisdom knows your trends. Pray for your salvation and humble
yourself. He will open up the door for your salvation. Your desire alone is not sufficient, you need the help of
God for your salvation. Matthew 19:25-26, Mark 10:26-27, Luke 18:26-27, 2 Thessalonians 2:13
Love of God and faith is required for salvation. Luke 7:36-50
Draw near to God and he will draw near to you. James 4:8